11 o'clock #30

In a few hours time, my parents will be going to Sydney till next Sunday! That means no parents for a whole week! Yay? No! I have to look after the baboons in this house that are too lazy to find themselves dinner.
Blah blah blah next~
My parents flight was supposed to be on Tuesday. Thanks to Air Asia, their flight was canceled and they instead gave them a flight 2 days earlier. That's Air Asia for you. Not something that one can really complain about, I mean come on it's already way cheaper than other flights.
However with them gone, it wouldn't make much of a difference since.. it doesn't. For reasons I don't know how to explain, it doesn't make a difference. Though you might understand why if you've read every post I made thus far.
Moving on, yesterday I had some fine dining with my Aunt and Uncle. The food was terrible and overpriced. Just drinks alone costed more than 90 ringgit. And it didn't even taste good! D:< That restaurant can just get hit by a meteor or something. Oh and I heard this joke from my uncle. "Fine dining, you need a microscope to see your food as it's so 'fine'."

Monster!!! #29

Not sure what to talk about so I'll talk about Brandon's sleepover. Brandon came over at Saturday during dinner time where I had to pick him up from KDU and order pizza on the way back. Sadly for Brandon, my sister wanted her flavours so Brandon couldn't have his favourite. When we arrived at my place, Brandon had 'fun' with my dog, Bacon! Then who knows what he talked about with my sister when I went to collect the pizza. After that, we ate followed with playing Brandon's laptop as this laptop I use have no games in it. Blah blah blah, we slept very late thanks to his laptop and his phone and woke up the next morning to Lecus' phone call as he was calling me up for tuition which I had completely forgotten about. When I got out of bed, we immediately head down to the fridge to look for breakfast. Here's where my title comes in. Monster! Brandon's stomach is like a monsters'! We cooked 10 sausages, 4 bacon strips, 3 hash browns, 2 eggs, 1 and a half slices of chicken ham and a beef patty! All that just for breakfast! I mean LOOK!

 

One does not simply eat that much and stay so thin. :\ After breakfast and a few more rounds of games from his laptop, he went off.

Be grossed #28.5

 Right palm

 Right Arm

 Left elbow

17 year old house #28

My 17 year old house... Hey, that's my age! Well actually I think the house is older, but the point is we shifted in on the year I was born so it's like my twin. Anyways, based to the classes my mom attends, if we don't relocate ourselves, my dad will die. Weird but that's what her Chinese destiny thing says. With that, my mom started looking for houses. She actually already wanted to move for a long time, so perhaps she's using the opportunity. She searched through a few houses and found one very nearby. It's location is called the Palm Reserve II! Which is probably like less than a kilometer away. But after looking at the house, it seemed really small inside and since it was build next to a huge drain, it stinks a lot! Chapter closed on that, she's now hunting for another house.

Lets see, what else can I say... I'm taking too much sugar these days. I'm gonna dai!!! (Die)

As for my over thinking problem, I've somehow managed to suppress it for now. Though various means of distractions which costed me quite some bucks. Anyways, I'm gonna continue keeping myself busy with something like going to the movies before I go insane.

Over thinking #27.5

I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking. I'm over thinking and it's killing me inside! A friend told me to talk about my problems even if it's a tree I'm talking to... I guess this blog should work just as well. So... I'm over thinking about everything and I can't control it. I over think about things I don't want to and it's building up this rage in me which gives me the urge to destroy everything I see or hear for no specific reasons. I'm over thinking because I fail to trust the ones closest to me which also frustrates me for not being able to trust them. I over think about your absence and what you're doing as I fail to trust you, my closest friend? I'm over thinking again as I even type this out as I begin to question, are you even what I can call my closest friend. I'm over thinking and I'm dying for a solution for this, I'd even hold on to a spider thread for my release. I over think everything which made me regret a lot of things I wish I had done. I over think my past decisions which also leads me to regret what I had done. I'm over thinking and I feel like I'm about to explode! My jealousy makes me think too much, my low self esteem makes me think too much, my hatred makes me think too much. I lack trust in everything around me and I think to much. I wish I could just stop thinking or maybe just fall into an eternal slumber where I've got nothing to think about anymore.

One way road, be it heaven or hell! #27

Today was a rather long day. I woke up in the morning at 10 to waste time on the internet as usual. But today I also had an outing at One Utama to attend. As I recall, the first thing I did when I arrived at OU was to look for Maxis reload for Lecus. However, after wondering for about 10 minutes, I rang Lecus asking him where to buy the reload as I had no clue. So instead I ended up waiting for him to arrive to only then get his reload after. After that, we waited near McDonalds with plans of eating there. However, since McD was full we eventually ended up eating at KFC which was just next door. Having finished our lunch, we rushed to the cinema as we were almost late for the movie. Quon Shen who was stuck in traffic, ended up missing about 5 minutes of the movie. While watching the movie, we had some Singaporean popcorn Jeremy bought and sneaked in the cinema. Honestly, I find regular popcorn much better as it had a really strong flavour and was very heaty and we were without drinks! After the movie, we searched for a place to grab lunch for Quon Shen. During that time, I ran off with Lecus to buy some meds for Brandon as he had a headache. Blah blah blah after coming back, for the first time I went to a batting cage! Sadly I barely made any hits and it's utmost depressing that I even lost to Lecus. We then moved to the bowling alley where Pn. Monica and Brian both being members of the library own the game. This brings to the conclusion that people of the library are good in bowling! After bowling session, Pn. Monica and Quon Shen left the party while the rest of us moved to the arcade. In the arcade, we practically burned money and had fun doing so. Before long, Brandon and Jeremy left the party too and soon after the entire party was disbanded. As for the weekdays, there were a lot of prom proposals going on in school. I who already have someone I plan to ask, have no idea weather or not should I go for it. Reason being that I've already asked her out before but was ask to be given time for her to think about it. Now that was since valentines this year and to my displeasure, I find myself too much of a coward to ask her again. Simply because it was my first time and I already felt failure in it as we grew apart in person to the point we find it really hard to even talk in person. Strangely enough, I still manage to talk to her via the internet. Being the idiot I am, I even asked for opinions online. I got a response saying that I've got nothing left to loose, so just go for it! That did bring some spark in me to make a move but I again over analyzed and regret to find myself back to square one. Reason being, I probably talk to her through the internet more than I ever talk to anyone in person or internet. I even talk to her more than I even talk to my own family members now. So, if my confession led us to be unable to speak to each other in person, what more would a prom proposal do. I'd be left in my own corner of despair if I ever were to fail again. All the prom proposals in school have actually stressed me out as I'm even getting pimples all over which is a sign of stress! To be honest, I find myself very jealous to see others being able to leisurely talk to her while I could only stand at a corner to watch as no words comes to mind even when I'm just next to her. I've never really been good at starting conversations but it pains me more to see her no longer calling for my help like she used to before I asked her out. We've simply grown further and further away day by day and I find myself pathetic for not being able to do anything about it. However, this prom proposal idea could be my one chance to change this. It could either bring me the pleasures of heaven of maybe the pains of hell. Gambling? I've never been good at gambling either, lady luck never really liked me. With that I thank you from the deepest part of whats left of my icy cold heart for reading this long and boring dilemma of mine. To prevent people from only getting interested in reading this post because of my ending, I've purposely made the starting a boring part of my life events while extending the ending with another boring story. That also explains why this post is going to be a very lone post and worst of all in a single paragraph. With the explanations done, I shall now start my second story. To make it as boring as possible, I'll talk about my family again as humans would find repetitions very boring. Since the last event on Thursday 2 weeks ago, I've barely had any conversation with my family members. My sister whom I normally get along with is now trying to talk to me, but I still refuse to give her a proper response. As the saying goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed. Meaning that those who are there for you when you are in need of help, are indeed true friends that we should keep. Applying this concept to her, she is definitely not 'a friend in need', hence I choose to neglect her title as my sister itself. As I mentioned last week, we strictly runs by every man for himself, so I find conversing with them of no use and hence I refuse to. As for my parents who can't teach me from wrong to right, I'll just presume what I do is 'not wrong' and leave things as it is.