Anyways now the problem has been partially solved. However, I've come to hate every single member of my family in the process. This all started on Thursday where the 'repairman' came to 'fix' our internet. During his arrival, I wasn't home for reasons I'd like not to state. The repairman checked our router and stuff or so I was told and came to the conclusion that all our devices is the cause of this which I find ridiculous. He stated that our DNS code were all weird and strange where I find that statement even stranger as our internet worked fine until last Sunday. How can it possibly be all our devices fault? As I said 'partially solved', I mean that my phone is currently unable to surf the net with my home wifi as the Windows 8 OS wouldn't allow one to change ones preferred DNS server. Now to the part where I came to detest every single family member of mine. Since I was gone, my sister left this laptop I'm currently using in my brother's care. Him being the ass he is, somewhat rather told my sister that the laptop has been fix, which it haven't. Without having to say much about that kid, I hate him long before this event. Moving on to my mother, as this stupid laptop I use has a password set by my father, I have trouble fixing this internet problem myself despite knowing how to because of the password barrier which restricted me from changing stuff in this laptop. As I only requested for my mothers help 3 times in typing the password, she was already frustrated and no longer cooperative. I find her help much demotivating. After that, I asked my sister for a little help too. She too got frustrated at my questions because her laptop no longer has the internet problem. This family runs solely by the saying 'Every man for himself'. My own sister who I rarely get into fights or the only sibling I currently got along with was now also on my hate list. I figured I'd just shut my self up every time I return home now as I no longer have anyone to converse with. As for my father, I've hated him for quite awhile already. One of the reasons is also this password restriction on this laptop. Thinking I don't know much of Hokkien, he spoke to my mom in that particular language "Don't give him the password" on the very first time I started using this laptop. Now he acts all innocent and asked my why didn't I ask for the password if I knew how to fix the problem myself. What a hilarious 2 faced bastard. My mom too said the same thing but I replied to her what I had know from the first time I started using this laptop. She replied saying "That's because he doesn't want you simply downloading stuff from the internet". I replied saying "Then how is my brother able to download 20 Gigabytes worth of game them?!" She then shut her mouth and just left. To be respected, you have to respect others first. I find that the same for trust. To be trusted, you have to trust others first. My own family wouldn't trust me, how can I trust them. Without even my family to trust, who in the world do I trust? I'll probably stick to my family's tradition which leaves every man for himself.
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