Well lets start with my laptop breaking down. My siviks project was in that thing with no backup files. So now I might have to redo everything depending on how whether my files can be retrieved back or not. Furthermore, since my laptop broke, I actually managed to study properly for Chemistry, but also because of that I'm bored to the core. Without my laptop, I find nothing left to do and hence just go to sleep. Someone even called me a legendary pig for that. Back to my laptop breaking down. My parents still don't know about it as I need to try to retrieve my files first before they get their hands on the laptop and maybe ruin the whole thing. With that, I don't think I'll be able to play for another month or maybe a year or more. Back to how it broke... I slammed it. Why? For starters, I wasn't in the best mood back then because of some jealously problems I just found out I have. With that, my dad just had to add fuel to the flame and I just lost it, slammed the laptop, and went to bed. Yes, I have issues. As for getting a new laptop, Brandon had been helpful enough to sell me his dad's second hand laptop for Rm 900. He even said he'd pay 150 for me. Sadly, I couldn't accept his kindness as I couldn't bring myself to use the money I had saved up for god knows what (I just saved up cash without my parents knowing), to buy a laptop where my sister got her laptop for free and my brother currently uses my dad's laptop which is way better than the one I was using. I was using the worst laptop in the house. Rather unfair, but what rights do I have to complain. I'm the middle child, not the first to be loved nor the most loved.
Moving on, on the way back from tuition today. Something happened! Guess what? I fell down... AGAIN! It's as if I have to fall down once per week to satisfy this 'great duke' who I offended by entering this world.
Next, I find myself being replaced by my brother in everything one by one. I'll start from way back. Back when I was younger, I used to be the cameraman where ever we went (we travel a lot). When suddenly, without me noticing, my brother took over that job. So I then turned into the map guy, where I'd guide the group if we ever were lost. Again I'm slowly being taken over. As for now, I who always went to gym with my mom is currently being replace by my brother. My mom is starting to bring him to the gym instead of me and I don't like that. What else will he replace me in? Lets wait for the future.
This blog has rather became my complaining space. That's all I can think of for now and I don't seem to have to mood to study moral for tomorrow.
Feel free to rant...it's your space.
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